And it's difficult all over again. Yet, in all difficulties are such sweet joys if one can be about finding them.
Out? Out you say? Are you gay? Well, maybe that, too, but mainly wanted to say, I have a diagnosis that I have kept to myself most of my life. I've told a few here and there, never worth it I found out.
Problem is, there are people who are vicious, they pretend to care, and then when they think they know everything, they bury you with your own stories. But you are smart and you've left yourself a straw to breathe through as you are covered up with the garbage and slime of gossip.
People are unbelievably naive about their gossip and how it hurts others, and how it will come back to haunt them one day. I hope so, anyway.
The wonderful news is, it only took me a few days to turn my depressed, negative thinking around and see that there is always a good side. I was inspired to see the true story as it happened on a spiritual level, not on a concrete human level. Leave it to say, I am alleviated of the suffering for now, that I experienced in only three weeks' time. All my problems of four years rolled up into four weeks.
So I broke down and told....told on myself....what trips my switch...
Read the next bit to find out what that is and how it might help you and others see the world differently.
